I miss you.. i miss your smile ; and i still shed a tear.. every once in a while .
A while ago.. but everyday it seems to come rushing back, the look of you in that hospital bed, wires and cords keeping you alive..
You told me never to remember you like that, but sometimes the image just won't leave my head. You were one of the strongest people i've met in my entire life,
wasting away in a hospital bed.
Dust to dust, from dawn to dawn.
Yet you still managed to carry on.
The nurse said the time would come soon,
i told you it was okay to let go, and that i'm holding on for you to.
I couldn't figure out just why you had to leave, then you were gone..
they always tell me to keep wiping my eyes, sometimes i often wonder..
if you can hear me cry.
You told me when you rest not to shed a tear,
because maybe i'd be joining you in about 40 years.
You always made me laugh that way, the things you would say..
the way you made it seem like you'd never go away.
I saw you in my room one night, surrounded by life.
You smiled and replied sweetie i'm alright, you were back on earth..
i hoped that you'd remain.
I blinked for one quick second.. and you disappeared again,
but i knew you were okay, i knew you weren't in pain.
They all said you were gone, but i knew that you had stayed.
You're watching over me and i swear i'll make you proud,
i'll see you sometime soon..
we can jump on the clouds,
and i know i shouldn't cry..
you wouldn't want me to. But i miss you more.. everyday.
And i'll see you.. really soon.
I'll meet you at the northern star.
amberrlee Xx - blitz - xX Loving
- 13 years, 9 months, 23 days ago