Some days I question why I look to the horizon anymore. I struggle to keep myself defined along the insanity of society. People want me to be bigger and more than I want to be. They tell me to do things in various ways, and when I do, get upset that it changes me. They try to focus me in different ways, and with the inability to balance that feeling out against the inevitable end of that line. I keep fighting it, and people say it is all right to give in....not realizing that giving in strips me of the very shreds of humanity I keep trying to wrap around myself.....some days I wonder if it is even worth it to fight that loss of humanity anymore...
Krystal "Akemi" Emo
- 5 years, 10 months, 8 days ago