if i missed the signs,
then i apologize.
i didnt mean to make you run,
i just thought that you could be the one
with a little work, a little elbow grease
then we could come together and mesh like gears

if i misread your eyes,
then i apologize.
i didnt mean for this
to wind up the way it did.
i thought that i could be the one,
to make your dreams come true
with a little work, me and you

if i only misread your lies,
then i cant apologize.
if thats the case
then i shouldnt waste
my time with these goodbyes
or my mind on those sad eyes
with a little work, i won't cry tonight

if i missed the signs,
then i apologize.
i didnt mean to make you run,
thought this would be fun
and with a little work, and a lot of elbow grease
i fold the paper and tear at the crease
and start my life again
Brandon von Strauss "Bee ♡" Adventurous - 11 years, 11 months, 7 days ago

Why is it that every time I fall,
you're there to catch me?
before I hit the ground,
you pick me up and right me.

Why is it that every time I look
into your sweet blue eyes,
you're never there to hold me?
I think you're telling lies, telling me lies.

for every time I fall,
there's a new reason why
I won't let you go,
no matter how hard I try.
For every time I smile,
there's another reason why
another brand new story,
another brand new lie.

Ant it's like you were the one
in my veins, controlling me, calming me,
seducing me to yet another hit,
a smack upside the head.
Brandon von Strauss "Bee ♡" Adventurous - 13 years, 7 months, 29 days ago

Where are we going,
and why are we here?
Is this all we're doing,
is there nothing to fear?

Soaked to the bone,
tired of this game,
Standing here alone,
I shout out in vain:

Our life here is short
We've got no time to retort
We are they who have no fear
They are us, far and near.
Brothers stand up for what is ours
We'll make it through these darkened hours
With shining eyes and screeching cries,
We're breaking through your damned lies

What is the meaning of our time
on this lovely planet Earth?
And what are we leaving for the next generation,
our children to whom we give birth?

Drenched in our sorrows,
and quivering in pain,
We step into the darkness,
to sing the final refrain:

Our life here is short
We've got no time to retort
We are they who have no fear
They are us, far and near.
Brothers stand up for what is ours
We'll make it through these darkened hours
With shining eyes and screeching cries,
We're breaking through your damned lies
Brandon von Strauss "Bee ♡" Adventurous - 13 years, 8 months, 28 days ago

and as i open the floodgates,
memories come pouring out like a sea of missed dreams.
it's been so long since i felt this, it's been so long since i knew you,
but i miss you, and i miss what we had.
this cannot be forgotten, this cannot be left undone.
lets fix it. we can make it again.

"let's take this one day at a time, i'll hold your hand if you hold mine.. the time that we kill keeps us alive"

it was terminated prematurely, like the beating heart of an aborted fetus. she cried softly, wishing she hadn't done it, wishing she hadn't killed their love. she spoke, and it came out only as a whisper "i love you," she said, "i always have, and i'm sure i always will"

he waited... weeks.. months.. finally, they spoke once again.
could everything be like it was?
could he love her like he once did?
could she love him like she once did?

there were so many questions, and yet still only one answer - time.
time would answer all of the questions, they just needed time, right?
they decided to take it slow, take it easy.

i'm sorry if this is wrong.

29/01/10
Brandon von Strauss "Bee ♡" Adventurous - 13 years, 8 months, 28 days ago

What shall I do
with the pieces
of my cold,
broken,
heart?

Surely
it is black,
charred,
from the very flame
of love,
burning bright in your eyes,
but not for me.

Why
was I
such a fool,
to think that you,
were talking about me?
And couldn't you see?
Obviously I was
talkin' bout you, cuz
they were all about love,
but i've gotta rise above
this low feeling,
and start my healing.

Tonight,
I heard the noise
that my knife makes,
tearing through flesh,
but,
it wasn't me this time,
it was the cold steel,
of your eyes,
ripping through my heart,
and breaking me apart.
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