Heyas. I'm still alive (somehow).
My teacher has been keeping me really busy. But I did find one mildly inspiring dream to chase over these last weeks. Though my tattoos keep me out of the police and the army, the fire service is fair game. So, I'll be giving that the best shot that I can. Not like I have a choice anyway. I'd feel like I was dying inside if I was doing a regular job.

Going through the application process of a course that should lead to the job now.

Wish me luck.

~ Dao ~
Dao-Wolf "Ŵơƚƒƒĕĥ" Loyal - 15 years, 3 months, 20 days ago

I'm having one hell of a time of things at the moment...

I always have a plan. Well actually, I have so many backups that they run into numericals. Sticking to these guidelines and adapting them acordingly is just my way of doing things.

I'm down to 'Plan F'.

I hit a police recruitment drive years back when I first had my tattoos done, there, they were deemed passable. However, I tried to a military recruitment center yesterday and their statement was that my neck tattoo violates the 'cuffs and collars' rule... So my overall career goal of these years for army/police has been reduced to nothing.

My tattoos are too precious for me to erase them, even if I have them redone. Asking me to give up my Dao markings would be like asking a few people I know to give up their wolf side.

So, on with the plan... I'm going back to school to study for a new career.

I always plough on reguardless of what happens to me. Nothing really gets me down, but... With this event, I've been made what my teacher always said was inevitable.

All that I have left is...

Me.

~ Dao-Wolf ~
Dao-Wolf "Ŵơƚƒƒĕĥ" Loyal - 15 years, 4 months, 18 days ago

I'm going to dissappear from hp for a while. Maybe a month.
I've become embroiled in a few things in the world, but I'll still pop msn on my pda every so often. It's heli0tr0pe@hotmail.co.uk for anyone that wants to say hello. Add me!

Origionaly I was going to deal with my crap and still frequent here and msn, but my teacher isn't the only one who's suggested that I take a break.

I just need some time.

I have to change.

~ Dao-Wolf ~
Dao-Wolf "Ŵơƚƒƒĕĥ" Loyal - 15 years, 4 months, 27 days ago

Since the first time that I went in to get some surgery on my jaw failed miserably, I'm off for a second attempt now that my time has come around. It should be on wednesday... Wish me luck. ^_^;
Dao-Wolf "Ŵơƚƒƒĕĥ" Loyal - 15 years, 5 months, 3 days ago

All the subtle flavors of my life have become,
Bitter seeds and poison leaves,
Without you.

You represent what's true.
I drain the color from the sky and turn blue,
Without you.

These arms lack a purpose,
Flapping like a humming bird,
I'm nervous,

Because, I'm the left eye,
You're the right.

Would it not be maddness to fight?
Become one.

One.

In you, the song that rights my wrongs.
In you, the fullness of living.

The power to begin again,
From right now.
In you.

Become one.
Dao-Wolf "Ŵơƚƒƒĕĥ" Loyal - 15 years, 5 months, 25 days ago