In the mirror (31 January 2010 – U.S)
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In the mirror
I see me,
eyes of green,
the windows to my soul.
Eyes that have cried
a thousand tears
and laughed of happiness
through the years

In the mirror
I see me,
with a smile
that sparkle
with real personality

In the mirror
I see me,
A nose that can smell,
rain,
the ocean,
fresh cut grass…

In the mirror
I see me,
Ears that can listen,
for all eternity.

In the mirror
I see me,
my body,
arms,
stomach,
legs,
feet,
it has its flaws,
but it is still me…



In the mirror
I see me,
a creation of God,
with real purpose.
I must just find it
in the right place.

In the mirror
I see me,
a person with unfound talent.
A person who needs worth,
love, all things great live can give.

In the mirror
I see me…

Ulandie Steenberg "gorgeous" Peaceful - 14 years, 2 months, 7 days ago

Dream (8 January 2010)


I dreamed of you last night,
I saw your eyes,
your mouth,
your face.
You held me close,
kissed my lips.
You told me
you made a mistake
to leave me,
let me go.

How I miss you.
Sometimes just think…
of you.
Wish you were with me,
to held me in your arms.

You will remain a dream.
A dream that was.
A dream that will never be.
A dream in my heart that will remain forever.

Ulandie Steenberg "gorgeous" Peaceful - 14 years, 2 months, 7 days ago

Why?
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Why do I feel so alone?
Only see my own tears,
when I look in the mirror,
hear my own voice
when I cry....

There is a longing
deep down...
To touch someone,
hold someone close...

Why do my heart feel so empty?
lifeless.....
Why can't I find what I am searching for...

My eyes burning
of heartache and lonely tears.
Why can't I find love........

(March 2009)

Ulandie Steenberg "gorgeous" Peaceful - 14 years, 3 months, 25 days ago

Why cant I find love…
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Why do I feel so alone?
Only see my own tears,
when I look in the mirror,
hear my own voice
when I cry…

There is a longing
deep down…
To touch someone,
hold someone close…

Why do my heart feel so empty?
lifeless…
Why can’t I find what I am searching for…

My eyes burning
of heartache and lonely tears,
Why can’t I find love…

*March 2009 – U.S*

Ulandie Steenberg "gorgeous" Peaceful - 14 years, 3 months, 25 days ago

Better life (U.S, 7 July 2009)
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I want to stop
the heart ache,
the crumbling,
the breaking down in tears.
I want to smile
be happy
laugh...
Sing of joy
Clap my hands
jump around
My heart must overflow
with LOVE....
But how?
People must wonder
wonder why I am smiling
singing
wonder why I am joyful
They must say
What can I do
to be happy like her?
But
How do I find that happiness?
Where?
When?

How do I find a better life?
A better me?
Ulandie Steenberg "gorgeous" Peaceful - 14 years, 9 months, 20 days ago