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Deep within the shadows I creep Is there something that I seek? To find a reason why I live For in fear of death, it's death I give Anyone who crosses my way Won't live to see another day As long as there are people to kill The world is completely at my will Is it I or is it you? Try to see this from my point of view Full of bloodlust, full of hate I never had a choice in fate Is this darkness, or is it light? Who can teach me wrong from right? I'm invincible, with power over sand You'll know it's the end when I reach out my hand I'm the Angel of Death so you'd better watch out I'll kill you all, without a doubt What can save me from this life I dread? It's the word that's been scarred on my head This loneliness that eats me inside These horror-filled fears that I try to hide Now the whole world can read what I lost I was made a weapon, and my life was the cost My mind is unstable, you may think me a freak But you'll tremble in fear because I'm so bleak* I love no one and fight for me only You wouldn't understand, you've never been lonely Innocent souls or my demonic mind Who is the victim of this crime? Shunned by everyone and feeling this pain Now do you understand why I'm insane? Surrounded by darkness, no where to hide If I fall asleep I'll be eaten from inside This demon is restless, it's presence I dread Every full moon it must be fed Your blood will make for a tasty meal Is this true aliveness I feel? Something is missing, something's not right How could I have lost that fight? Am I just like him, and him like me? Is there something that I can't see? Perhaps there is something more to life But how can I look past my strife? Why can't I see it? It's very clear It's only the aloneness I fear Is there truly a lesson to learn? I think my life is in for a turn For better or worse? I may never know But I'll have to accept that what will come, will go Confusion is suffocating me, I'm up to my head If this keeps up, I might as well be dead A new reason to live? What might that be? I'm so tired, so we'll just have to see....

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The word love Is not in my mind I don't know what it means Or what it feels like I don't know how it smells I know nothing of the taste It's not a real thing Because it has no true place "I'm not bleeding Uncle But it hurts right here" I grab my chest Without shedding a tear "Does Mommy love me? Why doesn't Daddy understand? Will I ever find anyone To hold my shaking hand?" He shook his head no And held his last breathe "Please Uncle don't leave me! I promise to be the best! The best little boy In the whole wide world Better than any other Little boy or girl" He cursed me Letting go of his breathe "please... die" He sighed lighting explosives on his chest I want to die But I just can't "Mommy please don't protect me!!" I scream and I rant. Look at me now Mother I'm such a good boy Playing with others As if they are toys Look at me now Drink up your blood I'm being the best little boy Just like I said I would I promised uncle Mother And without a doubt... What's this... "BLOOD! MY BLOOD!!" I scream and shout. The blond boy I'm fighting Looks at me He looks deeper He sees my misery He sees it Comprehends it He understands I've found a friend to hold my shaking hand I'm sorry Mother I've let you down He's stronger than I But please don't frown Do not frown Upon your son Because I'm a good boy now The love has won I know what it means now The four letter brain bend That confused me so much Until I found a true friend...