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Saturday, November 08, 2008 08:14 AM
PICKING UP THE PIECES!
I'm finally gaining sense of control of my life, it feels so wonderful. I know I've hurt some people and I honestly never ever tended to. If I could take it back I would,But the fact is that I cannot. So instead of dwelling on my mistakes I will diffenatly Take what I've learned and Embrace it.I would like to thank a special friend Naugty_Angel_StS she's helping me pick up the broken pieces. I'm glad I have met her she is a really down earth girl. She doesn't judge me she actually takes time to listen to me and doesn't jump to conclusions! She is a Very POSTIVE influence in my life..
Thanks
MEgan
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Tuesday, November 04, 2008 07:25 PM
FRIENDSHIP
It makes me furious when some people don't even act like they care about you, friendships are 50 50 you knwow not 75 and 25..
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Saturday, November 01, 2008 07:18 PM
GET A GRIP
I'm finally getting a grip and it feels so good.I feel so much better I been bottling all my emotions up and I let them out and I feel so relevied.I've said everything I wanted to him.I realize now that we have have to go through the bad feeling to get to the good ones.
I'm so proud of myself I haven't felt this good for like two months mentally and emotionally. I think it's because I've grown and learned so much it's made me stronger...
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Saturday, November 01, 2008 09:18 AM
STRUGGLING INSIDE
I can't even begin to tell you, how big of a mess you have left me,I'm so purplxed,one day you're all nice and then the next your all igorning me. It's like this whole realtionship is an emotional roller coaster that I can't seem to get off. I'm struggling inside and I haven't the slidest clue what to do. I have no one to talk to or that will give me advice. It hurts to know that when I'm aching mentally and you know it you don't do anything but cause me misery and pain and what hurts the most is that the feeling that I loved you more then you loved me or as you may call it you loved me diffrently... There's not a moment in the day that I don't try to smile but when I do, behind my perfect smile theirs a girl thats striving to be loved and apppirciated and treated right. I'm tired of holding myself up, I can't do it any more. I'm getting ready fall and crash.
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Thursday, October 30, 2008 01:43 AM
Misconecptions
I Use to think I had it all right, I felt as if I knew finally how the male mind works but in my most recently experince I've noticed I'm actually clueless.I use to have him in the palm of my hand but now it's like everytime I look at him, he makes me feel as if I'm responseable for his guilt,pain.I know I'm not perfect but sheesh I'm not trash either, you can't just pick me up and use me and then throw me away. I should have the strength to move forward not backwards.I Know I do have it but sometimes it seems that every chance I get I should make it best I can.
I Honestly thought maybe there would be a slight chance he would want to be back with me but then I found out I'm a mistake to him ,finding out that is more then worst possible pain anyone could ever imagine. It was like a knife ripping my heart open... now I see that everyday instead of trying so hard to get what he thinking,but to think of your response to what he is thinking is the key of susccess of accompolshing the true power.
Megan Sexy
- 16 years, 2 days ago
