Deep Inside

I can't believe my life,
And what it has done to me,
It's as if the devil is pulling me down,
I'm grabbing hold,
My heart can't take this pain,
And one day i will let go,
I will let go,
And leave this life,
Move on to a better place,
I fell like i will never be free,
As the devil pulls at my heart,
I cry my endless tears,
Hoping to never wake

By My Daughter Linz


Fran Mcculloch "sweetpea" Tired - 15 years, 6 months, 28 days ago

Only in dreams
by Sean bex

My darling, I know not where I went wrong
All I now see is where I truly belong.
You left me and didn't seem to care.
Leaving me trapped in my worst nightmare.

My love, I will never really feel the same,
I cannot even bear to hear your name.
You broke me and left me in this dark place
Dreaming, of once more seeing your perfect face.

Nathalie, you're the woman of my dreams.
There you will always remain, so it seems.
For my love for you can never die,
My heart will never truly say goodbye.

That heart which is broken and will never learn,
That tomorrow, sadly, won't be the day of your return.
Though I find myself wishing to, once more,
Kiss the sweet lips that I so adore.

Love of my life, my dream come true
I will never really get over you.

Ps: I wish you really did, love me more.


Fran Mcculloch "sweetpea" Tired - 15 years, 6 months, 28 days ago

Dreams of Paradise

you came into my life
when darkness reigned supreme,
expectations I had none,
life was one big chore;

and in one moment,
you came in and sparked
a desire to live life
and banished the darkness forever;

as I sit here watching the night sky,
I think of the days when
darkness was the only thing
that was visible to me;

as I sit here watching
the twinkle of the stars,
in the cool night breeze,
the beautiful white moon
flames the desire once again;

a feeling so strong, yet said too much.
a feeling that’s felt, yet unable to touch.
breaking my strength down
and screaming with no trace of sound;

as the rush of madness
sweeps all around us,
there’s a difference
when I walk down the street;

as I close my eyes today,
slowly drifting into sleep
dreams of romantic paradise creep
in when the shadow of love consumes;


Fran Mcculloch "sweetpea" Tired - 15 years, 6 months, 28 days ago

Depths Of Your Dreams (Villanelle)
by Kaity

In your memories you will find me.
Haunting everything that you do.
Following in the depths of your dreams.

You will see me in the crowd.
But, in an instant, I am gone.
In your memories you will find me.

The clothes lying on your floor.
Similar to the ones we took off together.
Following in the depths of your dreams.

Your thoughts will randomly fall to me.
And my face appears in sight.
In your memories you will find me.

Our promises of forever, of our love.
Repeating over in your head.
Following in the depths of your dreams.

No longer able to grasp the reality.
I will slip away, further and further away.
In your memories you will find me.
Following in the depths of your dreams.


Fran Mcculloch "sweetpea" Tired - 15 years, 6 months, 28 days ago

Long Denied
by Crystal Rose

This morning I woke and to my surprise
No more teardrops filled my eyes
For the first time since that horrid spring
I heard the birds sweetly sing

I noticed flowers in my front yard
Smelled their fragrance with regard
In the mirror a smiling face
A soulful look has been replaced

What is the feeling I have inside?
Happiness long denied.
I was once a loving bride
Filled with joy filled with pride

Ripped from my arms way to soon
Lost to me and his platoon
In a dream his came to me
I release you now and set you free

Therefore, I let go but will not forget
Sadness is no longer a looming threat
His love I will carry for eternity
He gave back my life so I can be me


Fran Mcculloch "sweetpea" Tired - 15 years, 6 months, 28 days ago