Theres something inside people to do something great and/or terrible. In some only a few of us that can look past the mistakes and faults of others and see the potential inside them. Everyone of us has different life experiences and all of us make mistakes. Some unlike others only see people for their faults or mistakes they have done. But its what people desire or inspire to become, greater then themselves or become what others have told them they will. The one thing about those few that see the potential in others have the ability to care about people and who they are to one day become, to not see the harm those people can cause harm as well. Many have wanted or even tried to save the world, and yet have lost there path to see what and who people can be. When you look on the world and see the suffering and pain of others, what do you feel? Compassion, hopelessness, nothing, or even revenge towards them for something they did. Sometimes people belive that karma or fate make that which was wrong, right again. And where some people have just chosen to forget those who did them wrong entirely, without ever talking or speaking or even seeing them again, their punishment or revenge for what they did. This may seem right in some peoples eyes, but haveing them carry around this burden for their mistake the rest of their life, is that not even a greater or even more cruel then what they possibly did to them. Never being forgiven or knowing if they know how sorry they truely are. Where that those people have this mistake, this thing eating at them everyday inside and out. Wondering if they punish themselves can they be forgiven. Hopeing the pain, the suffering, the hell they feel can finally go away. Is that what they really want to do to them. There are those who want, who need forgiveness or to know that they are sorry for what that mistake was. For these people who chose to forget or cast these others out of their lives without any type of closer or knowledge of forgiveness, can possibly destroy the compassion or good in them and where hope, compassion, and love once stood there is only hated, revenge, or even anger that is left in their hearts. This has happened to so many of us in this world, where the essience of a person is destroyed and those who needed forgiveness now cause others to feel their pain and hated. Where their hopes or dreams are nothing but a fairytale and their ideas and their confidence are destroyed. Where all that remains is a person that never will or even want to be greater then themselves. Everyone of us has done something or made a terrible mistake that we are sorry for. If people could look beyond what others have done wrong and have that closer to those who are suffering for that terrible mistake they made, it would be a first step in doing something greater for this world, for our childrens future.




John Shatkowski Sexy - 16 years, 2 months, 18 days ago

Exactly one year ago on the 11th night of October into the early morning of the 12th was the last time I was truely happy. My heart and my soul were in harmony. And this was the day I now realize I died. That night with the stars shining above. The moon with its rays of light so full and bright. Where it made that night as like a mid-summer nights dream. Ours voices carried on the breeze. The cold, the wood burning and the fires heat to warm us. The blanket covering us both. Wrapped together so close I still remember how are heart beats beat as one. The two of us just there talking and holding each other next to that fire, for a moment I could say I just smiled and felt happy. Even as we left the mountains and went back to her place, both of us smileing and laughing, there was happiness in my heart and soul. The memories of us in the shower warming are bodies in the warm water, the connection we had as we laid in the bed looking into each others eyes. Yours a blueish silver looking into mine, and the both of us smileing not needing to say a single word. That was the last time I went to sleep with a smile of real happiness in my heart ans soul. That's the night when I was truely happy, truely at peace with the universe. It was one year ago tonight, under those stars, in that bed when I was one with heaven. Now one year later I now know when we awoke the next morning and said are good-bye's my heart and soul died. My flame of love, my light of happiness went out and now at the right hour, my life will fade into nothing as my heart, my soul, and my happiness has faded and flicked out of this exsistence forever.


John Shatkowski Sexy - 16 years, 2 months, 18 days ago

My nephew takes after me
John Shatkowski Sexy - 16 years, 3 months, 13 days ago

Three guy best friends for 12 year whats changed. Little Older and A little wider

John Shatkowski Sexy - 16 years, 3 months, 13 days ago