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Stephanie Dykes, 29/Female
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| Last login: | over 3 weeks ago |
| Local time: | 12:14 AM |
| Join date: | 15 years, 8 months, 13 days ago |
| Location: | Summerville GA United States
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| "Far from your beautiful deception..." |
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About me:
My name is Stephanie, and...I'm not really sure on what all to say here.
I am 5' 8", 15 years old, and have green eyes and naturally-red hair with black streaks.
I love randomness, and once you get to know me you will quite possibly see the
extreme eccentricacy (and in the event that is not a word, it very well SHOULD be!)
I would consider myself to be a very loyal and trustworthy friend. I always try to
help my friends out if they need it, and be honest about things.
I do care about the environment and things such as this. People need to be a bit
more conscious of what we do to the earth and not just so selfishly burn it out and
leave nothing for future generations. Also, a lot of peoples opinions on human rights
make me kind of sad. I think everyone is equal, regardless of race, gender, sexual
orientation, or any other reason you can think of to be unjustifiably cruel to someone.
I love computers and knowing how to use them, and all technology stuffs...I also like drawing, reading, and sometimes playing online games...the last three tend to
alternate as I never consider doing all three within the same...month or so...
Drawing: I like drawing anime... Or rather, *learning* to draw anime. Though I shall
admit that much of it is good, but speed-wise...tis awful. I am the ultimate procrastinator
when it comes to this to this kind of thing ^^"
Reading: Love dark themes ^^ My favorite book is currently Wicked Lovely
by Melissa Marr.
Music: Is life...I agree with this statement!... As music has helped me very much to
keep my sanity. Genres I like mostly center around rock, but I like pop, metal,
punk, alternative, and some other stuff too. That's as far as genres go, but I do suppose it all
just depends on the individual song :)
Though my favorite band tends to change quickly (currently Vampire For Hire/Love Automatic) my all time and oh so constant favorite band is most likely Muse. For their
music's wonderful soul healing and sanity restoring powers lol
And no, for the record, I don't have a specific favorite color, though I do favor the
black and purple color combination :)
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| Looking for: | Friendship |
| Orientation: | Straight
| | Herds: | Dark Poets |
Loyal
josh
"Krazuhl ♥"
1500 pts
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Stephanie's tales
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Poem: Comments: A short semi-incomplete one I guess, but I shall post anyways...Til the time in which I do complete it, which may be never =) "We've Gone Nowhere" By: Stephanie Dykes Words are incomplete Nothing fills the void Am I empty Overflowing Is beyond this point Somewhere there Up above Is life and fortune Happiness and love But I'm lost to my thoughts Revolving in confusion Circling my grave Giving into these lovely delusions
Stephanie Dykes "abda" Uncertain
- 15 years, 8 months, 8 days ago
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Poem: "Where From Here...?" By: Stephanie Dykes Where from here, Where can I go? Nothing left, I'm all alone. All I have Are a few memories, Of what I've lost Love, hope, and dreams And as they force me To relive my pain, Even they Seem to slip away. A desolate path I walk along. Theres nothing left To tell me where I went wrong. The sidelines show Smiling faces Covered in gray, The words they speak Drowned and far away. Where can I go? What is there left? Where from here? Other than death? Slipping away, Running through the cracks, Reaching out, Life slips from my grasp. I fall to my knees, The taste of my tears Covering my senses, But not covering my fears. I feel like I'm drowning But I know better by now. I feel like I'm dying No, not this time around. Remember. Remember. I can't help that I do. I wish that I couldn't Memories, no longer true. Alone, despair. I see your face But it isn't there. I regret that I lost you. You would have known it too. But you cant come back And theres nothing I can do. Hope is gone Cause it wont come back, Fleeing form this place With reason keeping pace. People stop and stare But they don't know. Like they ever could Offer where to go.
Stephanie Dykes "abda" Uncertain
- 15 years, 8 months, 8 days ago
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Poem: "My Fault" By: Stephanie Dykes It's all my fault I wont deny It's all my fault I'm why I've died This hurt, this pain Is mine alone This guilt, this hate I take the blame What I've done Has come to this It's not your fault You did your best It's all my fault All my shame I keep telling you I'm to blame I was the one Who let it go I was the one Who got broke You were the one Who let me fall But I was the one That deserved it all
Stephanie Dykes "abda" Uncertain
- 15 years, 8 months, 8 days ago
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Poem: "Tell Me How They Burn" By: Stephanie Dykes Tell me how they burn. Tell me how I'll die. Watch the passion flare And crumble in your eyes. I want to know more, I want to hear your lies. You give me your knowledge And feed upon my cries. I want it to stop But a small part of me says no; I want to hear more, I need to see it all. Tell me of my hopes, Tell me of my dreams, Tell me how they burn, Tell me how I'll scream. Lying in my cell, Listening to the chatter Am I alive, Or does it really matter? To you dear voice Id give up my soul And in exchange Tell me all you know. Silent whispers, They don't hear, A painful secret That I hold dear. Tell me what you know, You can see it in my eyes, You can hear it in my cries, This is all Ill ever have. Tell me of the people, Tell me what I'll learn. Then tell me how they die, And tell me how they burn.
Stephanie Dykes "abda" Uncertain
- 15 years, 8 months, 8 days ago
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Poem: "What Do I Deserve...?" By: Stephanie Dykes What is it I deserve And what did I do wrong? Deliver the lies Death be my sweet prize. Everything was perfect Then again, Guess not. What is heaven, When only a thought? All I want, isn't mine. Call me greedy, And I'll laugh at the irony. But I'm not laughing, I want only one thing. I'm not laughing. Was it all a game? Or a simple taste of truth. Leave me, love me, Hate me, hug me, I'm confused. But everything's so clear. "Love me not. Love me no more." And simple request, Only wasted breath. Irrevocable, Irreversable, I know my stance Doesn't stand a chance. You decide, Your choice. What do I deserve, So perfect, I only wish it was you. But no, perfection, Isn't true. And my dull future Cant contain you.
Stephanie Dykes "abda" Uncertain
- 15 years, 8 months, 8 days ago
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