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FOR U: I miss you so much that I can't put it into words, but I am going to try. I'm going to try to explain how much I want to see you, to touch you, to hold you in my arms until the world falls away and there is only the two of us.I miss you so much that it's as if the world has become muted because of your absence. I miss you. I miss you so much that every woman I see looks like you.I see the girl at the checkout counter at the five and dime. She seems to have your eyes. Those bright and shining orbs that dance with a magnificent inner light and shine out on the world.I see a mother running after her child down the aisle of the supermarket. The look on her face is the same look of bemused oaggravation I can see on your face as I say something foolish and you call me on it.I hear a woman talking n the phone. Her voice suddenly has become yours; the same inflections and pauses, the same accent and timber, she even has the same laugh. I see a woman standing in the park. The wind is blowing through her hair and the sun is shining on her face. For a split second I think it might be you, then her husband wraps his arms around her shoulders. A touch of sadness passes through me. I wish I was holding you as he is holding her. I miss you so much that if I close my eyes and reach out my hand it's as if I can touch you.I miss you so much that I wrote you this letter even though we have never met.I do not know your name. I do not know your face. I do not know the first thing about you, and yet I still miss you.I know that one day I will meet you. I know that some day I will look upon your face. I know that there will be a day when I will finally take you in my arms and hold you. But until then, I can only say that I miss you..We are in different locations, in two different times. I am writing this at one moment, and you are reading it later. but somehow, in this mysterious now, we met.The mystical poet Hafiz writes: "Between your eyes and this page, I am standing" Do you feel me?

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So many people keep asking ...why do I keep trying all the time. I tell them ...Can you think of anything more important? What do we work for? What do we strive for? What do we suffer for? What do we hope for? It's LOVE. To miss it will always be my greatest loss. I want you in my life..my beloved because without you, my life is never complete. I close my eyes and feel your presence with me, though your body is not here, I can feel your soul. It reaches out to me from across miles and miles of land. It calls to me...a longing ache...as if it is waiting for me to merge with it. You are all the special things in my life I have lost...from the simple to the hardest. When you read my words you are moved by them knowing they were written long before you knew me though you feel as if they were written for you, as if they were waiting for you to find them. You have become the first thing I think of when I open my eyes and the last thing I see before I close them. I don't know what you look like, nor do I care. You are everything I love and desire all hidden away from my eyes. I long to hear your voice , to be comfortable to converse with you as easily as I do now on this paper. How we speak in our love making and in our talks the words just flow from my heart and reach out to you. I sit here now not knowing if you will ever read this, but then I immediately think, how could I not share with you what I am feeling? How could I not share these things with you? How do I continue to reach out and grasp what I cannot have? But I will continue to love you as long as you'll let me...and when you feel it is time for me to go, then I will...I will look back and remember every word written, every word spoken and every touch that was made, and I will not forget... . If you respond, I will sent you a long detail email, be prepared! I DO NOT believe in chemistry. I believe in commitment and choice when it comes to love. PLEASE DON'T WASTE MY TIME. I JUMP INTO RELATIONSHIP