Just when you thought nothing bad can happen to you. The man you love sends you a text and tells he he wants out of the relationship. Who does that. I thought we were closer now then we ever were. How do you tear out someone's heart with a god damn text message. I wish that sometimes I never came back to have my heart broken again. I thought things were different then before.

For his friends who might happen to read this tale (but I doubt any of you will). Josh isn't the guy you all think he is. I might come across as a bitter, but I want you all to know the truth. I took the fall for our first break up. I was the one who left. But it was because Josh told me that he didn't know if he still loved me. I did not want to be in a relationship with someone who did not know if they loved me.

Then I came back, because I realized even if he didn't love me I loved him. He took me back and told me he loved me. But now something bad happened and he pushed me away. I tought if you love someone you lean on them during these times. Not push them away.

But I am wrong I guess.
Erik Smolenski "special friend!!" Frisky - 16 years, 1 month, 21 days ago