One Word
One Look
One Smile
And my heart lightens.
How I wish it wasn't so!
I love you still.
One year ago
You captured my heart.
I have paid the price.
An astronomical sum.
And if to do it all again,
I would...because
One Word
One Look
One Smile.


John Ludlum Inspired - 14 years, 6 months, 15 days ago

If you want something very, very badly,
Let it go free.
If it comes back to you, it's yours forever.
If it doesn't, it was never yours to begin with. 

-Oliver Wendell Holmes, Jr.

Though true...it hurts soooo very much.

John Ludlum Inspired - 14 years, 6 months, 15 days ago

If we deny love that is given to us, if we refuse to give love because we fear pain or loss, then our lives will be empty, our loss greater.

Daisaku Ikeda
John Ludlum Inspired - 14 years, 6 months, 15 days ago

Memories Through Time

We were together for a time
We became as one
I had your blood running through my veins
We could read each others thoughts
Finish each others sentences
Without saying a word
There is so much I'd like to change
But I cannot turn back the hands of time
Your memory will always be apart of me and my heart
I still talk to you
And wonder if you hear
Sometimes I can feel you, oh so near
Even in my dreams
My heart cannot say good-bye
For it's afraid your memory will die
A part of my heart is with you
And it's yours to keep
Now that you are gone
I'm left to stand, oh so alone

John Ludlum Inspired - 14 years, 6 months, 15 days ago

Love's Sad Song

Tears I cry in this endless dream
Pain I feel flows like a waterfall into the
river's stream
I hear the tune of sorrow and despair
Forever alone in this dark place
love does not live there

Love quit me, I did not quit her
Memories sweet moments and what could have been
She sung her song as she walked towards the door,
"I don't want to know you or see you anymore."

I cried and pleaded and asked "Was it me, what have I done?"
She said, " you and I were just not meant to be."
She left me alone with rage, anger, and pain.
How could something so sweet be so vain?

"Don't cry my dear we can still be friends."
She let out a sigh and told me that this is the end.
At that exact moment, I felt as if I wanted to die,
because everything she ever told me was a lie.

Pieces of my hear t began to shatter even more, as I saw her walk out the door.
Don't know where to start or where to begin.
To pick up the pieces so my heart can mend.

John Ludlum Inspired - 14 years, 6 months, 15 days ago